I have something I need to say
And I hope you understand
That I don't need a boy in my life
What I need is a man
I gave you all I had
I even gave you my heart
But you treated me like sh*t
from the very start
When you needed me I was there
I never turned you away
But I was left lonely and sad
Each and every day
You acted like it was my job
My duty to take care of you
So I started to turn away
What else could I do
I want someone that can love me
Giving back to me in return
Someone that can make me happy
And make my soul burn
I want to be treated special
Taken out, wined and dined
Receive flowers for no reason
A man who is loving, loyal and kind
Yes, thats what I want
And I hope you understand
A boy is NOT what I want
What I want is a MAN.
Posted at 02:15 pm by SaveYourself
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My face is smiling
Yet inside I'm crying
My heart is beating
Yet its dying
My mind is buzzing
Yet its still
I'm still living
Yet I've lost my will
I'm breathing
Yet I can't catch my breath
I'm asleep
Yet dreaming of death
I'm in love
Yet I hate
I got a second chance
Yet it was too late
I wanted to run to you
Yet I ran away instead
I look alive
Yet I'm dead
Posted at 02:12 pm by SaveYourself
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Accept me as I am
Accept what I must be
Please don't try to change my soul
Cause then I won't be free
What I feel is what I am
What I am is what I feel
Even when its ugly and dark
Its whats inside, its what is real
I know I'm not perfect
I know I have flaws
I know I've made mistakes
But some, you were the cause
And now you want to change me
Have you gone insane?
You know I am only human
I'm not your pet to train
So accept me as I am
Accept what I must be
And if you can't accept it
Then walk away from me
Posted at 02:10 pm by SaveYourself
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THE FORMAT
"On Your Porch"
I was on your porch, the smoke sank into my skin so i came inside to be with you and we talked all night, about everything
We could imagine cause come the morning ill be gone and as our eyes start to close i turn to you and i let you know that i
Love you well my dad was sick and my mom she cared for him her love it nursed him back to life and me i ran, i couldnt even
Look at him for fear id have to say goodbye and as i start to leave he grabs me by the shoulder and he tells me whats left
To lose, youve done enough and if you fail well then you fail but not to us cause these last three years, i know theyve been
Hard but now its time to get out of the desert and into the sun even if its alone so now here i sit, in a hotel off of
Sunset my thoughts bounce off of sams guitar and thats the way its been, ever since we were kids but now, now weve got
Something to prove and i, i can see there eyes but tell me something, can they see mine cause whats left to lose, ive done
Enough and if i fail well then i fail but i gave it a shot and these last three years, i know theyve been hard but now its
Time to get out of the desert and into the sun even if its alone i was on your porch last nite, the smoke it sank into my
Skin
Posted at 01:55 pm by SaveYourself
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